shit

i've been fucking restless...i dont know why..i cant sleep..when i do i dont sleep well...and it's killing meeeeeeee. affecting my mood..affecting my voice..ugh help. i rather have nightmares..and be emo. da dreams i've been having are irritating. dreams are supposed to be dreams. they are not supposed to have a semblance of reality in them...recently i dream of annoying things. like i sing and screw up...trying to say something but dont know what to say...looking for some missing object...WTHHH you know how da simplest things just annoy da hell outta you...dont know why my dreams feel like that....like when you shit and realise that there's no toilet paper. lolol irritating.