Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Ulzzang Bam!

Korea Part 2

After party night i spent most of the time shopping! Went to Myeongdong and Dongdaemun. I dont think there's much to do in Korea..didn't quite like da food too. A lot of pickled stuff lols. Plus its my 2nd time there.

Skyline of Myeongdong..lots of familiar brands!

Street Snacks! Da aroma was so tantalizing...but when i saw da amount of oil oooozing out i got scared lolols

Lots of mascots everywhere!

Da gang at Myeongdong!

Probably da best meal i had in Korea! A fast food pizzeria! Quite cool..da food was very authentic. Can you spot Snuffles? ^^ his favorite food is pizza!

Salad Bar. Got kinda freaked out here. There were spoons for you to scoop da salads right. Saw a Korea couple using da spoons to taste da salads! wth..I seriously hoped they were da only ones who did that! So unhygienic ugh. 

Liked da ambience of the place..so cosy ^^ overlooking Myeongdong too

Double Potato Pizza..Shrimp & Broccoli Carbonara and Seafood Spaghetti! *DROOOLS* feel like eating it again! Anyone knows how to make carbonara???

My favorite part of Myeongdong! DUM DUM DUMMM~ Dog Cafe Mascot!

It was sooooo hard to find. We walked here and there and asked for directions and still couldnt find da place! And there was communication breakdown..i was so desperate to find it i even "woof" to try to get them to understand HAHA

Wall of Fame?? 

THIS IS A DOG MENU. LITERALLY. hahaha we got zoowhang! da guy said he was da tamest of all!

All he did was sleep on da table lols!

sleepy faceee awww

Naughty Dalmation who likes to bite customer's homework lols and emo after getting scolded.

Anti-social King

Floor Mop


Black Lab! Made me miss Glitz :(

Polar Bear ^^

Moody Polar Bear

Sleepy Golden 

I love this pug's face! SOOOOO CUTEEEE

Its really only a place dog lovers can go to..it kinda smells and da dogs are all not trained! they climb on the tables and chairs and pee wherever they want to! All the furnitures kinda ruined cos they scratch and bite it too. But it was still fun! ^^ I wish i had time to go to da cat cafe :(

Went to Dongdaemun but not da tented area with da fake goods..we went to Doota? da things there are kinda expensive tho. 

Saw these life like statues in the store....so astonishing.

it was like 3am when we finished shopping! We were so tired..you know when Edison and I were walking around..we got a call from Frank saying that Big Bang's Top and Taeyang were here for a meeting with them. We were like are you serious?? Then edi was sooooo mean i was in the changing room and he was like "Fel i go first okay..byeee" I hit my head trying to change out of my clothes lo. Obviously it was a prank... :( 

Quite a number of missed and fake opportunities! lols next day Utt had a meeting with Nick Khun at MCM and we were supposed to go but overslept. BAHHHHH. 

That's Ying..Utt's Manager!

Madness at god knows what time. hahahaha


Okay. I took a really really long time to write this post. totally digressed to watch anime...read manga.. and edit some work ^^ oh yea if some of you are wondering..'m actually teaching primary school students music! We are creating an IPAD band and their performance will be on Sat. Its pretty cool! Will upload some vids next time~ That's all for now! Ja nya~!

Monday, May 14, 2012

Partaaaaye in Korea!

An nyoung ha seh yo!

Just last week I had da opportunity to join da Fide team (Organizers of MFW) on their trip to Korea. I got to meet and socialize with many people from the fashion and music scene and it was totally awesoooome!

At Incheon Airport with Utt, Bie & da team! 

Da one on da extreme right is Benedict Goh by da way. Anyone remembers da "Pyramid Game"? Haha. I look super horrid here. Midnight flight..3am da they switched on all da lights and asked "fried noodles or scrambled eggs?" lol. wth. Started to have eye infection from da lack of sleep also. I was busy with my song all da way till I left for Korea. :( Couldn't wear contacts throughout da whole trip. Felt so blind.

We stayed at da Westin Chosun! BOOYAH~ 5 Star hotel! And I didn't have to room share cos Edison was gone most of da time! ^^

Camwhoring with Snuffles heehee

Our room view wasn't nice though...

Da bed was super comfy! They had all sorts of pillows..zen pillows..pillow made of dont know what feather haha!

Da first night was paaaartaye night! It was "Mens Fashion Week Wrap Party" as well as Frank's (Fide's Boss) birthday celebration! 

Da cake's so delicious and damn chocolatey! It's a replica of da runway with all da underwear models! da models are edible somemore hahaha!

Rose Champagne. Looks so pinkish and nice but super strong. Started to feel hot after a few sips!

Edison & I. I dont know why we are so blue. Haha we look like smurfs!

Bie & I. He's an upcoming international star..look out for him! 

Me & one of da members of 8eight!

Managed to see a front row up and personal performance by Bie and 8eight too! I dont think I can post da vids though lols. Man..Bie can dance really really well. and Bakchang (lol yea that's his name) can belt like whooooaaaaa ∑(O_O;) 

Really inspired by them. All up and coming superstars in the making ^^. I am still waiting for my pics with Sunghoon!

Utt, Bie & Frank!

My small pathetic pic of Sunghoon standing next to Bie lols!

'm like a huge fan of MCM right now. Da show and models were great! Especially with Sunghoon as da face of MCM. I'll leave MCM for another post tho!

Best party I've been to in ageeeees! After a while everyone got so high hahaha! Utt was throwing chocolates at Sunghoon..indecent people going around *ahem* shan't and can't elaborate! lols! laughed like crazy! sooo funny to hear drunk conversations. 

Okay I think I should continue da rest in another post! Still got lots to talk about! Stay tuned for Korea Part 2!

o(>< )o o( ><)o

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Land of the Rising Dead

wao. it has been unbelievably long since i last blogged. i supposed it took me 5 months to get back on my feet again. and i am determined to stay afloat this time. thank you for all the encouraging comments..im assuming that some of you got directed here because of my youtube account? heehee. anyway i have sooooo many things i wanna say. but i'll start with da ABU Radio Song Competition!

what da hell is ABU? hahahaha truth be told..i find this name extremely silly. it actually stands for Asia Broadcasting Union though. i briefly heard about this competition ONE WEEK before the deadline. and i was like crap! i wanted to start afresh so i didnt use any of my old songs and i created one from scratch. i didnt have time to perfect da arrangement or get da recording professionally done either. everything was done at home..with no mic and a lousy midi keyboard with no pedal :( can you imagine how hard it is to sustain da notes??? god. i had to add so much reverb. all those 4 miserable hours of sleep finally paid off and i have my first lousy quality recording hahaha.

turns out. it's a competition that is based on 'likes' with no criteria whatsoever. i guess it's just a publicity stunt for their event. oh wells..there goes my chance of 2000bucks and performing in Korea. i would still really appreciate it if you guys can listen to it and give me constructive criticism though.

i am trying to create a completely new genre of music. havent thought of what to call it yet haha. dark fantasy pop?? so please keep an open mind (or ear lol) okay?

how was it? hahaha if you liked it pleasee CLICK HERE and help me like it okay? ^^

regardless of how this competition goes..i kinda have my own plans anyway. i wont be set back by something as minor as this. FAITOOOO OH! ^^

ps: i will blog about korea next! heehee

Saturday, December 31, 2011


i wonder if anyone still bothers reading this dead blog..i did say that i would try to blog more often but this is not gonna be an entertaining post i suppose. more like a zombified rant. i feel like im in some sort of eerie unsettling calm before the storm. i feel so unmotivated. i just keep distracting myself with stupid iphone games but when it's late at night and da games dont suffice da thoughts just keep surfacing. despite all da plans i made..was planning to record my ep..about 3 songs i guess..gonna do an album photoshoot..gonna hire someone to do my album art. i converted my account into a page to promote myself. i even did all da music arrangements for my songs! had all these plans laid out but you know what's missing? my voice..i damaged my vocals chords..probably because of da halloween event and made it worse because of AFA. i keep hoping it will get better in time..but i tried singing after resting for more than a month. and i can sing easy songs..but high songs..gone...my reinforced falsetto..gone. da tone i worked so hard to achieve..gone. and i seriously dont know if my voice will ever go back to normal. it's a lot raspier than it was before. and my falsetto's supposed to be da best part of my voice. how nice can a raspy falsetto be. so what of my dreams now? i am made for this. i feel such a strong calling towards this and i am so passionate about it. but if i cant sing what am i supposed to do then. what the fuck in da world am i supposed to do then. what is da reason for my existence. my tenacity is like a freaking cockroach. disgusting and psychotic. perhaps this is god's way of telling me that this is not it? after being kicked down beyond my limit? or is this some sort of tragic comedy and life's just screwing with me? this happened once before. in jc. then i was still into music..just not piano and vocals..but trumpet. i practiced till my lips bled..my gums cut by da pressure. every freaking day. my lips literally looked like sausages. then one day i couldnt breathe properly and when i went to check it out..i found out that it was because i had torn my lung lining. it was then that i really had to give it up. is there something wrong with me? i mean must something really terrible happen to me before i get it? so once again i am here wondering...what da fuck am i supposed to do then. 

i feel like im surrounded by people who dont even think deeply. feels like all they think about are games homework..girls guys..makeup..kpop. do people nowadays just have no depth? or have they been blinded by they way society thinks? or is everyone using all these as a distraction cos they dont wanna ponder so much about such stuff? does anyone ever wonder why..what's da reason for existing? is there a purpose for living beyond just getting good grades good job good spouse good family? told you it was gonna be a zombified rant. 

just take me beyond reality where da spirits fly and never die.

Monday, November 21, 2011

wao :3

it's really been sucha a long time haha..my blog's been collecting spideywebs. anyway im going try blogging more often. ohisashiburi minna :x

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Canon Blog

lol my blogposts are finally up on da canon website. did a couple of posts on da mosaic music festival do check it out!


Sunday, May 22, 2011


i feel so left behind. everyone's moving forward towards their dreams and im still stuck here. im tired of  waiting for this neverending drought to end.

Monday, May 16, 2011

Crash and Burn

I wanna write bone chilling..drug intoxicating..music that touches you down to the deepest corner of your soul. never seems to be enough..sick of feeling inadequate. da irony of being happy..it makes me soo complacent. and i dont think i should allow myself this tiny bit of pleasure before achieving what i want so badly. i guess i just kinda let da desperation slip. i start to question da importance of it and other possibilities. but who am i kidding. it has never changed. what i want has never changed. 

Monday, April 11, 2011


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