bahaha

yesterday shio edi and i went for da cliquers christmas party at ritz carlton..they booked a suite and da theme was glow..there were many glow sticks..and a fake 'club' in da bedroom. LOL.

we saw many shooting stars..i forgot who was da first to spot them..said person then asked everyone to come see...

"oh my god! meteor! so many!"

"how come it keeps going back and forth...?"

"...."

"........................."

"it's da reflection of da cars on da window."

"............"

".................omg............"

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

i also learnt that italians spoke french and ate prata. LOLOLOL

we were playing this card game called taboo where you supposed describe da word on your card and your team members are supposed to guess..

XXX (shall not disclose name LOL) turn:

"okay people in italy speak what?

Opposition Team:

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

card said french. LOLOL

??? (shall not disclose name again LOL) turn:

"italians eat this.."

Opposition Team:

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

???:

"Oh NO NO NO!"

"look like bread one!"

card said prata.

hahahaha apparently ??? saw it as pasta..LOLOL

pictures would be up laterrrrr!

Dear Shio..

Dear Shio...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

you're crazy if you think i can afford to buy you Nikon D90!

hahaha!

I offered to pay first 2 installments you didnt want!

STILL DONT WANNA POST PICTURES IN DA BLOG?!

tsk tsk tsk

I shall post 1! haha!



im so gonna get killed..LOL

Owari~

hiee! it's been a pretty damn ass long time since i updated..and i have loads to say! haha shio's birthday just passed..we both went for da JTC glow christmas party yesterday..it was totally hilarious. LOL but first up is EOY!!!!

December 13

eoy was like one week ago and we're still editing da eoy video..but we're halfway done! video editing is seriously such a chore..one minute can like

take a day to edit?? though when you see da end result is worth it..i wanna learn how to put more effects in our vids though..imovie and sony vegas only have limited media fxs..

anyway eoy was not as great as i expected..cosplayers were awesome as usual..but da place was too crammed..filled with too many people..just like AFA. footages had so much noise in da background. and people kept getting chased away by da organisers and da coffee bean staff. da cosplayers weren't really receptive to being interviewed too. it was a great visual treat though. saw many many complicated cosplays...saw some funny ones too! hahaha this time we hung out with chibi itachi and deidara>who was female L this time. LOL..

on to da pictures!



camwhoring on da mrt!









Ciel Phantomhive

Kiriyuu Zero (Seijiro-) & Cross Yuuki



i loved this..Naruto possessed by Kyuubi version. LOL



Jasdero & Devito. awesome skin!



Kon, Nel & Neliel..so cute! i couldnt tell what Kon was at first..LOL



Noitra vs Nel



Walter from Hellsing



Naruto team..freaking ass huge! they had every main character!



i dont know what game this is..haha



Moko & Kyoko



Luigi & Mario!!!!!



Pein, Hollow Ichigo & Chibi Itachi!



Amy from Soul Calibur



Syaoran & Sakura, Sealed Card ver.



hi Ilya!



Ichihara Yuuko



Bismarck Knight of One



haha this was so cute. i think it's an ame ningyo?



Kamen Rider Kiva!!!



Code Geass Team



Belphegor



And lastly! Female L!

Next up! ehhhh Shio's birthday????

In Memory of a Dear Friend

Dedicated to the Granddad I never had..



A Song for the Lost

Words caressed me like a winter's breeze
The deafening silence coldly pierces me
Of every sweet breath I longed to hear
Never was it of your sudden departure

Unsaid farewells you left behind
Promised meetings we never did try
That last phone call would never suffice
Now all's too late to say our goodbyes

I pray I pray you can hear me say
Your smiles your laughter I would surely miss
For only you my unfeeling heart secretly weeps
You were stronger than this
You were never meant to leave
God's a thief who stole you from me
Why why before I could say sorry
Why couldn't I have said goodbye

As days go by and grievance dies
Don't cry don't cry I've not forgotten
This lonely december I'd always remember
Goodbye goodbye my dear friend and father

Love always,
FIERA



dear uncle eng kiat..thanks for teaching me all there is to japanese station...thanks for all da fun and laughter we had at night safari...thanks for these past three years...thanks for buying me that hello kitty bag i never did appreciate...thanks for making me your goddaughter...thanks for talking crap with me and making fun of me...thanks for always insisting in having me stationed at jap station with you...thanks for everything...

sorry i couldnt do anything when you got fired...sorry that your last memory in night safari was so fucked up...sorry i only called you once in while...sorry i didnt have lunch with you....sorry i couldnt have lunch with you...sorry i didnt know how hard you had it going...sorry i didnt say goodbye....

i swear i'll come back stronger than ever...i swear i'll become someone you'll be proud of....i swear i would definitely achieve my dreams....when i do...let's have lunch together...

Gamer Girl FIERA

(o_O)

i'm in this month's issue of Playworks...

Check it Out!

熊 熊 熊本！

ウワーーーーーー！

da past 3 days have been a blast! apparently da japs werent from tokyo but kumamoto..they couldnt speak much english..but that made it even funnier..LOL..shio and them were communicating like chickens and ducks! haha they spoke to her in jap with lots of hand actions and she went (o_O)"" hahahaha



check out da monk club! hahaha i was wondering why da hell do they all have no hair..and guess what! it's like da 武士道 of da baseball club! it's a rule that they have no hair..LOLOL their baseball team is like damn pro..region champions i think..and their school..sounds damn fun. they have normal class and sports class. da girls are in normal class..and da guys sports class. mon and tues they have normal lessons..and wed to fri they have baseball lessons! hahaha and sat and sun..FULL DAY baseball prac! that's extremely extreme man!



raffles city christmas tree! after that we went to da arcade..haha and as usually i wasted money trying to catch some toy..UGH one of da guys managed to catch one though. haha



left to right: Kyouhei, Seigi, Ryouta, Kentarou, Kai, ME, Ayumi, Reika, Siti

lunch next day was at prata house at yio chu kang..i swear da three on da left look alike..hahaha



da guys on da bus..they look like they were gonna die! haha..but they we all had a long day before..sentosa in da morning..shopping and then arcading..we only reached home around 11 plus. furthermore, two of da guys..seigi and kentarou were being hosted near lakeside mrt..that's like super far away la. and da host cant speak english..and da english speaking son was working..so i had to teach them how to get there..had to change train and everything..even had to take bus from lakeside..thank goodness they made it back safely.

anyway..after prata..we went to east coast! and what great memories they made..especially seigi..haha..i think he has terrible motion sickness...he puked after da bus...while cycling..man..ate meds..but didnt wanna see da doctor..i doubt it was food poisoning cos everyone ate da same thing..mm..



siti looks awesome as usual..LOLOL



when people look weird she looks normal..hahahaha





making funny faces with da guys...hahaha seigi is damn blur..even without being sick he was already quite blur. hahaha he looked like he was really wondering what everyone was looking at! LOLOLOL



hahaha acting cute..hahahaha i swear kentarou's damn funny! he's like quite popular in da baseball team...wait till everyone sees this picture man. hahahaha da rest were all laughing at him!



hahaha i wonder what ryouta's doing...seigi still looks like he's dying...hahaha









da tide suddenly came up and my shorts got wet!!!



WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

after east coast we were planning on bringing them to chomp chomp to eat...but seigi seemed to be feeling like crap...so they all crashed at my house instead...some of us went to buy ingredients for steamboat...while seigi rested..haha my dad came home and was like..how come one of them is drunk? LOLOL hahaha in de end kentarou and seigi stayed in my house together with ayumi and reika...cos seigi remained drunk till damn late...hahaha..kai brought ryouta and kyouhei back to his though...

we stayed all da way up till 4 plus in da morning! we played cards...and that was totally hilarious! they were trying to explain to me da rules of da game...and i didnt understand why...it was kinda like daidee but not? hahaha they kept laughing at me cos i didnt know how to pronounce diamond in jap..it's supposed to DIA-HIN-MIN...but i kept saying DIA-MON-DO..LOLOLOL..when i finally got da game...shio took my place cos i went to bathe..LOL..another chicken and duck moment..

i explained to her da game before i left..but apparently she didnt know what i was talking about when i thought she did..so she was asking them..how come da card strength can suddenly change..2 spades becoming da smallest instead...so they went "????? ????? ????? ?????? ???" and shio just nodded her head and said "PASSU" hahahaha and then she wanted to ask again..can joker replace any card...and they didnt understand what she was trying to say.."RIPURESU..RIPURESU..RIPURESU" lololol..kentarou thought for like damn long and in de end he "HAI!" hahahahaha

after a while seigi finally woke up...and we all brought glitz and karu down for walk..then we went to 7 11....it was like 3 plus already...and when we got back..we played fortune telling...LOLOL..apparently my skills suckk! we still watched anime together after that! hahahaha finally when we were gonna sleep..glitz and karu went to sleep together with seigi! so cute!

morning came and it was time for them to go already...we first went to lakeside to get kentarou's and seigi's luggages...imagine this okay..it's a seven seater car...but da back two seats were pushed down to make space in da boot..da middle seats were pushed all da way front..so there was no leg space..four freaking HUGE luggages in da back...while kentarou..seigi..reika and i squatted and squeezed together in da back with da luggages. LOLOL..shio squeezed in da middle together with their hand carry bags...she was da only one who could fit..hahaha and ayumi sat in front with my dad..when we arrived at da meet up location their schoolmates were laughing! hahaha

man i wished they could have stayed longer..it's been a long time since i had so much fun and made new friends..hahaha..but eventually everything comes to an end..

i was in sucha a great mood...and then i got a call..telling me that my godfather passed away...da one who was fired like nothing from night safari after 14 years of service...da king of our japanese station...best you know..seriously i dont know what to say or feel....on saturday...da day that he passed away..i was just talking to another colleague..saying that we should go out some time with him...and da number of times i've heard lakeside....I FUCKING HATE LAKESIDE...first i had to explain to kentarou and seigi how to go there when it's not my job to...and i dont even know how to go their house...kept calling da auntie..when my chinese like shit...she told me her son could teach them how..but he was working...so in de end i had to...i felt so bad for kentarou and seigi..have to travel to some unknown place by themselves..only with my crappy instructions..that's why i asked them to join us instead..furthermore i have ayumi and reika to take care of too..lakeside lakeside lakeside...da funeral's at fucking lakeside too...thank you man..thanks a lot.

isnt it amazing? how i can set aside my emotions and blog about something so fun and happily and end it like that? i can still talk and laugh..and totally repress it too. comes with years of experience man..hahaha..i think i can win academy award for acting.

i hate it that my heart keeps dying...

Christmas Tidings..

俺の望み。。

私の人生に。。もっと意味があれば。。できないなら。。早く死なせばいいんだ。。

ピアノ。。chopinのようになれる。。歌もね。。

仲間欲しい。。

超能力欲しい。。esp。。動物と話したり。。吸血鬼。。ヮオーーー。。

剣術習いたい。。二刀流。。特に大小。。脇差奇麗なーーー。。

他の世界生きたい。。ブリーチ。。ナルト。。リボン。。どうちでもこの世界より。。

“その目誰の目だ。。私誰かな。。私の存在の理由なんだ。。”。。答え欲しい。。

人間は。。チョメチョメなんかね。。

友達と家族。。幸せになれる。。本物じゃないなのに。。

グリツちゃんだけ。。連れて行きます。。まあ。。シオとカルも。。かもね。。

獄みたい。。山いれば。。ハハハ。。恋信じられないはずなのに。。。

毎年。。このリスト。。変わって欲しい。。何年も変わらなかった。。短くなれないもね。。

人が。。“分かる。。私もお前の気持ち分かる”って。。止めて欲しい。。

忘れたこと。。覚えたい。。

強くなりたい。。

今。。strawberryshortcake食べたい。。ハハハ。。。

ホームステーイ！

i just remembered that i'll be providing homestay for 2 japs at my house this weekend..and this time they're from tokyo! haha i seriously hope they are not materialistic bitches who only know how to talk about branded stuff and their makeup..GUH! it'd be good if they are otakus..then we can all watch anime together..haha! but what are da chances of that? hahaha oh wellsss..i guess i should go roll da fur off our beds....but im kinda lazy...hahahahaa..glitz is gonna get fur all over again anyway..hmm maybe later..LOL



what an exaggerated stereotype of otakus..zzz seriouslyy...haha..

ナルコたま！

OIROKE NO JUTSU!

can you spot naruko chan? LOL

man i must be bored..LOL