wth...

god i've been emo all day...even people who heard me sing could tell...lol...kinda happens when you have images of bloodstained children and monster's horn piercing outta mom's body stuck in your head...amazingly..this isnt da worst...it's only bad because there are children in it....sigh...even now...when i think back about that nightmare...gives me da freaking creeps...even after i woke up i could still feel da cold clammy corpse in my arms....couldnt stop crying for a few days...everytime i thought about it....da loneliness and hopelessness lingered on for even longer....continued feeling da non existent corpse for days that came....sigh....i really need to rest...please dont let this be for 4th night....