sigh..

guess what...i cant sleep again..i've been thinking of lotsa stuff lately...well more than usual anyway...and it just hit me that im really self absorbed...as in not in a narcissistic way but...i keep thinking that im da only one who thinks like that and noone could possibly understand me....i've thought like that for a long long time...and it has caused me to shun a lot of people...i've come to discover that there are other weirdos out there too...haha...perhaps different kinds of weirdos..but weirdos nonetheless...okay i should use da term eccentric people...i guess one of da key factors that caused these people to elude me is because....i act normal and carefree most of da time...be whoever i wanna be whenever situations arise....da social butterfly...da antisocial punk...da emo....da bimbo....da gamer...da rocker...da 5 year old kid....whatever.....but it's real simple actually....who i really am....im a dreamer...haha...