Friday, January 9, 2009

what if i died and became a zombie?


i love doing otherworldly stuff! haha..i wonder if im really human sometimes...heh..my bio clock has been totally screwed up..i've been waking up around this time (it's 11.20 now..LOL) and sleeping in da morning..sometimes i wish i can sleep my life away...just live my dreams..literally speaking..lol...i dont care if they're nightmares...they are still more exciting than reality..though there are some dreams that i rather not have...

i dreamt of glitz dying again...haha..man..i cant remember much of da dream..all i know was that she was implanted with this alien lifeform...and this alien lifeform is damn cute...but it's like da devil incarnate or something..and i dont know how but it had a knife...and it sliced her up from da inside...starting from her eyeball...ughh....my dreams of glitz dying are always so full of gore...i read somewhere that dreams are supposed to be in black and white...but i dream in colour eh...haha...very dull though...like da zombie pictures below....and da most prominent colour is always da blood....

i used to write my dreams down....some because it's like some big adventure...some cos it's plain scary and i just needed to get it off my chest...some cos i felt a sense of belonging in them...i just dont wanna forget them...it's like another part of life that i have lived..despite being in dream realm...hahaha...have you ever dreamt so vividly that when you wake up...da effects of da dream still affects you? im not talking about some lovey dovey dream...when you wake up you feel happy kind of shit...your pounding heart..da way it clenches in fear...da way da tears continue to stream from your eyes...da invisible blood on your hands...da cold sweat...da cold clammy hand of your friend who just died....da lingering lifeless touch...that keeps haunting you...da helplessness...scary isnt it....but it creates such an adrenaline rush....

zombie fiera..

not zombiefied enough...should go rent costumes and get proper makeup..hahah when i have more money yeahhh....







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