Tuesday, January 6, 2009

kero kero kaeru


hie all...im thinking of reconstructing da blog again...heh...maybe not too much on da designs and stuff but rather da way that i blog? yeahh...initially i started this blog to 'advertise' my web series (AOF)...and like photos and stuff...but i think by doing it this way im putting way too much thought into what i blog about...so i wanna make it more personal....


i feel that it would be tons better than blogging like some hyperactive 5 year old..and next a dying old lady...hahahaha...for those who know me i guess i am kinda like that...downright weird and random..haha..im like two extremes...everything i do and like can be totally opposite...like rock and classical...believing and yet not believing...carefree yet burdened..fel and fiera...maybe there wont be much changes after all...haha...but no more being hypocritical and superficial from now on...i dont want my blog to be so commercialized just because i wanna promote my aof or whatever....haha yep yep..new year dane....

when's da next AOF? hahaha hmm mmm mmm.....shio and i are going overseas during chinese new year...so it's gonna be after that i guess?? hahaha...damn..we'll be missing soy....

so many things i have to do yeahh...i have to find a new job....my school's starting soon...hahaha i need to get my brain back in action...it's been a long time since i used it..lol...used to be able to write relatively well..and now i think im just full of shit...hahaha...and im majoring in literature...im sooooooooo dead....hahaha..but still kinda excited....it's been a long time since i had inspiration to compose anything...da song i wrote for uncle ek being da first after 2 years....not good enough though...it's kinda like a ballad...but i got stuck halfway and i dont know how to continue it.....oh well..some people take years to complete a song...heh i wanna be proficient enough in jap to write poetry and stuff....my sensei said it would take at least 10 years...LOL...

honestly i dont really wanna find another job..i wanna concentrate on my music and complete my jap and start french...but it's so ex...bahhhh....okayyy..that's all for now...ja nyaa...lol..

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