Saturday, October 16, 2010

nande?



...Dark hair for catching the wind...Not to veil the sight of a cold world...

once again im wondering why im here now in this world. in this era. in this century. in this country. just really outta place. i just shouldnt have been born at all. dont know if there's anyone out there who hates their own existence as much as i do. already doing so much to make my existence here just a little better. but will it really matter in de end? no...i dont hate myself. i hate da me that's here. no..i dont hate da world. i hate that i cant be here. maybe this is a punishment. got exiled to live life in meaningless existence...so tell me..where should i be? 

1 comment:

Ronin said...

You seem to be very young so those words you just said are kinda harsh. I'm saying this coz you are young and still got a lot of time on your side to achieve whatever you want to.

I think you are just going through a shitty phase which we all go through sometimes. But then again, it's just a phase and like every phase it will too pass by. So don't be so harsh on yourself. There are loads of people who are in a far worse situation than you.

Anyways...hope this helped.

Tc and keep smiling.