Thursday, June 3, 2010
im just never gonna be good enough. it's so damned frustrating. my voice is not good enough..im not pretty enough. i cant play any instrument well enough. im not thin enough. i cant fucking dance. my skin is not flawless enough. in fact it's even worse than normal since i have eczema. im not young enough. all in all just not talented enough. you know what's da only thing that i have too much of? i just want it way more than enough. im totally obsessed. maybe if i didnt want it this badly..i'd just be a little happier...i'd want to live a little longer.