im glad im a klutz lol

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super late resolutions

lol i just realised i haven't made my resolutions for 2010! haha not really important but i just wanted to compare it to last year's resolution and gloat LOL

resolutions for 2009

by march latest...master hibari's theme song....

sigh i didnt master it TSK

i must make it by this year....

LOL i have yet to make it but i finally have an opportunity to!

learn another language..probably french...

lol too busy

become thinner...(shuddup all of you)...

i got thinner and fatter too LOL

become closer to da me i know i can be....

uhuh yea

get out of this place...with glitz..shio and karu....

SOON!

improve at da piano...and singing...

YES I DID

meet some mythical and magical creatures...haha..

i didnt see fairies or meet vampires but i met someone who believes in them too and that itself is mythical and magical to me! what are da odds that i would find another person as strange as me! LOLOL

i hope this list will change next year....

YES IT WILL LOL

resolutions for 2010

continue to improve at piano and vocals

become thinner and stay that way

put in my all in achieving my long last dream and dont give up no matter what

im only gonna make 3 resolutions this year...and i wanna shout to da world...THAT AFTER SO MANY YEARS MY LIFE IS FINALLY NOT STAGNANT ANYMORE WAHAHAHAHAHA okay time to shuddup LOLOL

random rondam

first lemme wish karu a happy belated birthday!!

his birthday was on da 25th..brought glitz and him to botanic gardens on da night of da 24th..was kinda dark but at least they got to see turtles popping their heads outta da pond..lol..and on da actual day karu got a surprise visit from jon and jovan! they got cuttlefish treats for him...he refused to eat it but jovan kept forcing him..so evil..LOL he kept making glitz do tricks for nothing also BOOOO lol...then we six had a mini chill jam picnic session at our void deck...and as usual da two suaners kept making fun of me and jon (ToT) haha...really grateful for these fleeting moments of fun though..chases all da boohoos away..lol..

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mics are friends

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ha ha ha..

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heartless freaks

it's not there...da box and da bottle is gone..and da daisy was stepped on...i mean it's obvious it's a grave right...how would you feel if someone ransacked your grave and stepped on da flowers that people gave you...have some respect for da dead man...and life for that matter....did you feel bad throwing away its coffin? no choice is it? must keep singapore clean? cant wait a few days at least until da flower dies? wow fuck you..whatever your reason....feel bad no choice...cant do anything...how many people out there would think like that...someone else would do it...so there's no need for me to do it...you justify yourselves thinking that it's enough that you feel guilty....ohh so righteous already right....you see someone getting molested take picture....car accident...slow down and kpo....oh deep inside you feel bad for da person..but noone bothers doing anything.....yes yes i should shuddup about my about my holier than thou attitude...im only human after all....and i wish i wasnt one. it's only worth helping animals..

R.I.P

you've gotta be kidding me...what is going on with these nightmares signs and omens...i buried a dead baby bird today..it was on da pavement...and it looked a little flattened...i guess someone stepped on it...it probably happened just a couple of hours ago because its body was still soft and limp...and there was no stench....so for a few hours...people who walked past just kicked its body around...and noone bothered picking it up....really...humans just disgust me sometimes...most of da time actually....got a box and a white daisy for it...placed it at da base of a tree....said some stuff...hopefully to appease its soul....ugh...fucking people

a dream is a wish your heart makes..

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

lol

omens

anyone knows da meaning of a beheaded deer? da deer head on my animal charm came off...deers are extremely symbolic and said to be guardian spirits of forests....spirits of gentleness and compassion...sigh...furthermore...i heard something strange on da phone just now....something was talking...and it's not my imagination....life is actually pretty good right now...despite how stressful and fleeting it may be....but these signs and omens just keep coming.....i really hope nothing bad happens...