Take me to fairy moon..

if i blew hundreds of birthday candles..
if i wished upon a thousand shooting stars..
if i prayed for decades and decades..
if i clicked Dorothy's slick red heels..
if i rubbed Aladdin's precious lamp..
if i stole merlin's magical wand..
if i had tinkerbell's fairy dust..
if i sold my soul to vile Lucifer..
if i listed a million if i's...
will my dreams finally come true...

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どうしてお前までも失わなきゃならないんだ！俺の最後の希望だったのに。。

jaded fighter's bound to lose

I can sense it, an assault on my soul
Blasted through the ages, ancient evil made whole

I can feel it, a battles begun
A fight through the ages, that's never been won

I can hear it, calling to me
The shouts through the ages, finally set free

I can see it, a shimmer in time
Flung through the ages, now clear as a chime

I can smell it, a taint of the air
Wafted through the ages, like moldering fare

I can taste it, tormenting my tongue
Diffused through the ages, like putrefied dung

And so it began, and so it will end
The war of all ages, and all must attend

p.s ive created a new label called FERU'S BOOK..it's a compilation of writings that i wrote and like...poetry proses...lyrics...yea...don't copy yea...

neighbours i hope you dont complain lol

oh my god...i cant stick to my regime.......i think im fucking nuts....i totally overshot it like crazy...i've been playing guitar since 1am on and off...and i've been singing ever since edi's place...i have work tomorrow but i feel like playing piano.....oh noooooo...good thing is gonna jam tomorrow woohooo! i didnt touch piano today...but i played way more than 3 hours da day before...lololol...what's da point of my regime...oh boy...i should go sleep...yes..sleep..not play piano...yes..fel go sleep...i can play piano tomorrow....okay...okay sleep.....

101!

OMG i've crossed post 100! this is a new beginning no more emo fel! for now lol its been sucha long while since i last spent time with edi and julius..heh spastic day! for special number 101 here're new videos..

OMG new videos????

YES new videos!

YAY NEW VIDEOS!

lol ENJOY

Do your boobs/balls hang low?
Do they wobble to and fro?
Can you tie them in a knot?
Can you tie them in a bow?
Can you throw them over your shoulder
Like a continental soldier?
Do your boobs/balls hang low?





BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
I am ET from outer space
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
I came to Singapore to sell toothpaste
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
When I see your grandma's face
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
She reminds me of a monkey face
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
Yea Yea monkey face
Ask your grandma come and buy my toothpaste

LOL HEH HEH

GRRR

i am attemptin to blog from my new lg crystal phone..it is rather annoying..sigh im so tired and sleepy and i dont think i can choose font settings from da phone..will probably wake up later to do stuff..heh..midnight serenade..lolol or not

頑張らなくちゃ～

im starting a new regime. imma gonna put in 100% all da time for piano and singing and possibly guitar. i always practiced like crazy putting in 200% for a like a month..and then i'll stop cos i'll be so frustrated that no matter how much i practice im getting no where. so here goes..

1) Piano 3 hours a day or more
2) Guitar 1 hour a day or more
3) Singing 2 hours a day (can be done while playing da piano or guitar)
4) Kickbox twice a week or more
5) Basketball once a fortnight
6) Swim once a fortnight

exercising will increase my stamina and keep me healthy and fit lol..i'll start tomorrow and see how it goes by da december...beats me playing piano for an entire day or night...improving and then getting frustrated and losing my touch....ganbaranakucha...ganbaranakucha...GANBARANAKUCHA!!!!

emo galore wheee..

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ohayoooo

haha i know it's not morning but anyway good morning rotten world...lol...i seem to be in a good mood regardless of da stuff that has been happening...must be cos i've been daydreaming...lolol..i mean i daydream all da time...but some of my daydreams have continuous plots that will last over a long period of time...so everytime im on a bus or just lying on bed i will write da story in my head....i have like more than 5 adventures in my head waiting to be explored....lolol....if i were to actually write them down...it would be a long long long series man....hahaha...so fun...it's a nice lazy not too hot day to play my piano and just slack with glitz and karu....so stupid problems please dont bother me today....i am playing around and having da time of my life in my head...so shoo go away....and nooo im not gonna tell ya about da adventures in my head...hahaha only shio knows LOL...

anyway...i've been drinking quite a bit recently..but im gonna stop...i really dont wanna go back to this kinda lifestyle..i know it's damn addictive and it i continue like i'll just get caught up in it again....plus all da midnight binges after drinking are making me so fat...haha...but it's hard..when da people around you are emo..myself included and wanna drink....it's okay....now...i just wanna feel wind in my hair...soft green grass under my bare feet....glitz's head on my lap...my back against a tree....a sweet melody ringing in my secret pasture...okay byebyeeee

feria tempesta

hestuare feria matituepesta
hetare whispari estepare
he e e e yea o fashoheos feshiti

hestuare feria matituepesta
hetare whispari estepare
he e e e yea o fashoheos feshiti

hesho kiayea maestifa
keche kiayea dispares
hesho kiayea maestifa
keche kiayea dispares

te te tedicoshe matitespa
ta ta ta chelare curano
ta ta diero matitespa
te te te diero fiespo

hesho kiayea maestifa
keche kiayea dispares
hesho kiayea maestifa
keche kiayea dispares

te te tedicoshe matitespa
ta ta ta chelare curano
ta ta diero matitespa
te te te diero fiespo

ta dicoshe matitespa
fiefa chelaro cagaro
mate diera matitespa
te te te diero fe espe

te te tedicoshe matitespa
fiefa chelare curano
ta ta diero matitespa
te te te diero fiespo

hestuare feria matituepesta
hetare whispari estepare
he e e e yea o fashoheos feshiti
amen

HA!

ha! omg i fucking signed up for twitter!

bittersweet thank yous...

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