merveille!

if you have yet to watch it..go watch it now! best movie yet! and it's not a filler! it was supposed to be a proper arc but eiichiro oda was afraid that fans might be confused with da numerous on-goings already occurring at impel down. remember how admiral sengoku keeps talking about how they must not let such a thing happen again? they are referring to da shiki's unprecedented escape from impel down 20 years ago. he's a pirate from gol d roger's and whitebeard's era. an extremely strong one. anyways! its a must watch! da flying islands of merveille are absolutely stunning! i wanna live in merveille!!!

One Piece 10th Anniversary おめでとう！

hair on my waffles

is it me or are girls hair suddenly becoming real nice and glossy? did some modeling gig at paddles place and had a really good chance to observe thousands of people..or rather of da dogs of society. lol i think everyone's like using essential now. all da bloggers are advertising it. and i cant deny that essential freaking rocks too. lol my hair length is once again at my ass and with da sudden rise of people with nice and glossy hair i think i should start taking care of my hair too. i dont even condition or comb my hair hahaha it's just freaking straight and annoying. just prefer it to be messed up. but glossy hair seems really nice so maybe i'll start combing it. hahahaha even when i dont comb it it becomes freaking straight like an hour after i leave home lor. hair spray and all dont work also. sooooooooooooooooooo darn annoying. so since it's not working i shall just opt for glossy hair la. at least i can swing my hair around hahahaha. my mom bought new shampoo! herbal essence smells soooo good not bad also. i support da essential hype but i really am too lazy to do anything more than shampoo. lolol taking care of my horrid skin is too much of a chore already. okay im up really early and i feel like having waffles. lolol it's MORNINGGGGG

gooooooood fucken morning rotten worldddddd~

as usual modeling sucks. it's surprisingly tiring even though most of da time we just stand there and look pretty. i think it's da costumes and da massive amounts of stares and makeup. at least da costume was fun and ridiculous rather than sexy and sleazy this time. i rather look dumb. hahahahaha oh fatimah's up. my new sister. lololol okay didnt bother taking pictures. i'll see if fb has any and kope lolol byeee WAFFLESSS RAWRRR

karappo

feeling empty all of a sudden...i hate feeling like this. i'd rather feel heartbroken or angry..at least it shows that i still give a damn. it's times like this when i really question my existence. ahh..i really dont wanna be here. dont wanna be da me that exists here.分かる？分かるはずないだろう。ああー、誰かアタシを殺してくれ？多分これはアタシの人生で最もエキサイティングな現象になる。ハハハハハハＴＡＤＵＭ！いつも笑ってるの癖に、簡単に興奮してのに。。最低だ！！！！

200th pzzt

oh look it's my 200th post but i've got nothing special to blog or to rant about. in a very weird..jaded..lethargic mood right now. just want to disappear...on a no carb regime again. everytime i lose i gain back after a while. haha sucks..i should really really not give in to temptation and just drink soup everyday. haha oh yea..must be lethargic cos haven't been eating much. oh wells this time i've gotta lose and stick to it..might be doing modelling again..soon. maybe. it's been such a long while...i think i look different now. maybe? maybe not? haha im not sure..ahh 2D...i wanna be 2D. hahaha i wonder how i'd look like if i was 2D..hmm..i think i'll try photoshopping..haha im bad at photoshop. i only know how to edit brightness and contrast...anne does it..most of da time.

okay im officially bored outta my mind. i just spent more than an hour trying to animate myself haha!

hahah i bloated my eyes super lots and erased my nose lolol i erased my lips too cept da lines.

colour looks very fakee..but i dont know how to edit already.

hahaha original pic so horrible..needed a front shot though...ugh i should be 2D..i think i look nicer. lololol

singing mites

lol no mites cant sing..karu has ear mites! ahhh..da past few days were horrid. i felt so evil. he had to be separated from glitz so i couldnt let him in da room. he would sit outside..waiting...everytime i went to da toilet..he would run towards da door..wanting to go in. in da middle of da night i went to check on him and he was sleeping downstairs all alone!! wahh so poor thing. in de end there was a thunderstorm..so i just let him in..he hid under da bed with glitz..so i got glitz to sleep on my bed instead. but he was scared and wanted to be with us so he jumped onto da bed!! ahhh..so cuteeeeee. i just let him lor. what to do. but damn paranoid..kept rolling my bed with da lint roller. hahaha i went to clean my ears in da middle of da night too lolol

all is well now though! anne finally bathed him and applied medication. he just had a vaccination so we werent able to bathe him till today. bathed glitz too..changed da sheets. rolled somemore. lolol yay i can finally hug him and play with him...and not bother washing my hands~ wheeeeeeeeeeee~ lolol da mites look like specks of dust lor. noone could have known. so animal owners. da specks of dust on your pet you see? it's not dust. THEY ARE MITES. but only fluffy animals like cats, bunnies, hamsters are prone to mites. maybe pomeranians, shetlands too. those with fluffy fur. hahahaha.

anyway i wanted to gush at a new korean soloist yoari. she was supposed to be part of brown eyed girls. im glad she debuted alone though. her vocals are awesome..she has sucha a sweet voice...but it's powerful. simply amazing. it's like not possible. usually those with powerful voices are more husky..hers is really crisp. her live? WAO. hits her notes so effortlessly. did i mention she just debuted?

ippai ippai!

wao i've got a lot of things to blog about! hahaha should i combine it all in a post? mmm i'll just go along lol firstly jon is backkk! and we went for cosfest! bwahahaha rare treat for my eyes..haven't been going for any events at all. ko jeff and i headed to scape mall for da cosmo parade on sat but is was soooooooooo disappointing! they hyped it up a lot..sponsored by animax and this that. claimed to have 1000 mascots or something..when we got there..less than 10 cosplayers. mascots less than 20...was just some huge ass publicity event. promoting what? YOG? sakae sushi? what crap! those were one of da mascots lor. and da other 998 mascots? staff or volunteers wearing mario hats..plus about 10 predators? what what WHATTT! was bitching like hell..should have just gone for cosfest day 1 instead! ughh but wanted to see project mynt's debut...we missed it while playing arcade in de end. hahaha shucks lousy saturday! 

sunday was aweeesomeeee tho'! this is what i call a cosplay event man! so happy soo many one piece cosplayers haha lots of game and vocaloid cosplayers too. finally people are cosplaying one piece! one piece rocks socks! haha! on to da picturess~~~

one piece arabasta version! miss valentine, nico robin, nami, luffy, vivi! moeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

yui..K-ON~

final fantasy xiii...lightning~ love her sword~~

mini pein...angmoh somemore..lolol

one piece strong world verr.!

plus hentai franky!!

chopper and franky! lols!

SUPAAAAAAAAA~~!!!

suikage versus hokage...lolol..hokage's actually taking a picture haha!

time to camwhoreeeeee

chopper hiding behind jon lolol

jon's superhero pose!

lol ugly face

moee moee no jikan~! courtesy of ko haha no idea what they're cos-ing tho. this one's a meido~

okayyy!! im only gonna post somee da rest of da pics are here>>>

KO'S MOE CORNER

OTAKU JON

mm long post..i shall continue my rantings on another onee!

AWEESOMEEEEEEE

omg omg OMG OMGGGGG!!!!! i just had da most awesomemest fantabulous magical 24 hours of my life!!!!!!!!! my persistent insomnia was magically cured and i managed to sleep 16 hours! that's not da awesome thing of course lol prior to getting home and sleeping i went for wang yuja's piano recital...hahaha her performance..WAO! beyond words! i only wished i didnt have da flu so i could have heard her music in better clarity. clogged ears clogged nose..eww much. lolol da sounds of her piano...you could almost imagine golden bubbles of music bursting in hall...just like in nodame..serious! hahahaha she takes playing da piano to a whole new world. and i felt like i was in another world too...could imagine da scenes playing out in my head...especially during her sergei prokofiev's piece. WAOWAOWAO. its an eccentric piece..with loads of jarring notes. supposed to be a composition about da turbulence of da ongoing war at that time...but when she played it..da imagery that went on in my head was that she was playing in some abandoned mansion in a haunted forest...thunderstorms raging...creatures lurking at every corner..waiting to pounce. very very very excellently portrayed. her pianissimos and fortissimos extremely dynamic..leaves you full of anticipation. musically perfect..to me at least. technically amazing too.only her chopin was a bit off. it was da first piece she played...kinda messy..but all was well once she started da 2nd movement. all in all...ahhhhh melts. she makes music come alive lolol

hee hee i got her autograph!

music truly is food for da soul. her recital was just da beginning of my magical night. lolol..i had da best dream of my whole entire life last night. okay probably one of da best anyways. da world i was in..was so ethereal..so utterly beautiful. most of my dreams would have some sort of semblance to reality. be it...buildings...or da existence of humans. this one had absolutely nothing! im not even sure what species i was! hahaha anyway...it was a world full of magic..mythical creatures..stunningly flabbergasting geography. we..as in da other creatures and i..were in our classroom..we were elementary school creatures i think lol and our classroom was da belly of a huge dragon. HAHA! amazing or what! it had windows on da side of its belly and it acted as our school bus too! lol my seat was right at da back next to da left window by da way haha. one day we went on a class trip..and it was then that i could clearly see da grandeur of da world i was in. floating islands everywhere...below us a sea of clouds..dragons of all sorts of colours and species flying everywhere. our classroom dragon was a large metallic green one. da western species with wings..not da chinese ones. our dragon took flight...not sure where we were headed though. while in de air...da teach still went on and on about something. didnt bother listening..lolol just kept looking out of da window..enjoying da magnificent view...our dragon would sometimes fly really low and we would get to touch da waters and clouds..at one point we flew across an ocean...yea an ocean on a bed of clouds...there were crystal blue glaciers at coasts of de oceans and da nicest part of it was da multitude of crystal shards that emerged from random parts of de ocean...they popped up in clusters of crystal shards kinda like da picture below...only they were ice blue...and sharper...

suddenly there was turbulence...LOL and da wind pressure became increasingly harsh and it was like whiplash. da windows began to crack under da pressure...it went eerily quiet for a moment..just like da silence before a storm..and da next thing we know da windows were all shattered. a lot of us sustained injuries from that...some maybe more severe than others...my teacher then told us to start chanting and praying to some god? i think it was a protective charm that required da sacrifice of blood..we had to carve da symbols in our palms...chant something and then stab da center of it...i was like whattt? hahaha i ended up not doing it. i suspected that it wasnt purely turbulence that caused our situation anyway. da geography of da sky started to change..we entered foreign territory i think. instead of floating islands (made of earth that is)...da floating islands here were made of clouds...and there was proof of life and nature on da clouds...little houses and sparse vegetation and some trees growing...kinda strange compared to da flourished islands where we were from....da strangest thing was that they were all floating above a larger island of cloud that had rocky mountains...lakes and waterfalls.....da entire atmosphere was gloomy cos of da numerous amount of rocky structures...it was beautiful nonetheless. just when we thought da worst was over...our dragon started to plummet. i think it was shot down..not but some missile or gun but by an attack spell. some protective charm. lol. we landed in a lake instead of hitting da rocky structures thankfully. but our luck was short-lived. while some of us manage to swim to da surface..some were still stuck in our dragon. and before we knew it our dragon was frozen and we were surrounded a magical army of weird creatures. they started to freeze da area that we were in..a few of us were frantically swimming away..but it was hard. we were scared..surrounded by weird creatures in armor and rocky mountains...our dragon frozen..no means of escape seemed possible. just as i thought we were all doomed..time seemed to stop and a bright warm orange light embraced me. there was a symbol amidst that light...i think it signified fire..there was some voice telling me to grab it...and i knew that this was it. this was our means to escape. i reached my hand towards it and i was engulfed with flames of power. hahahaha i then unleashed some a powerful fire spell and managed to melt da ice. but it wasnt enough. apparently that spell took a lot outta me too. i used da remaining of my strength to swim away...but i began to lose consciousness...

man my dream is long..im not done yet..lolol...this dream was so darn vivid la....continuing....when i regained consciousness...i realised that it hadnt be long since i passed out...and some weird horse/dwarf like creature was carrying me...and another classmate...it was da girl who sat next to me...oh i forgot to mention that i am a boy in this dream...lololol...male..creature something...still looked human..but like a miniature animated one..da horse/dwarf like creature carried us to a hidden cave in one of da rocky structures...there we met a creature who was of da same species as i....when he was taking care of my wounds...he saw da symbol on my right hand that i usually hide with a glove...he was surprised but he didnt say anything and i was still too out of it to be coherent....fire elemental power wasnt my original power....my power lain in ice...and it was one of da highest leveled ones....i hid it because i didnt want people to make a deal outta it since i was just a mere kid....in our village..when we reached a certain age..we would conduct ceremonies to determine what kind of power we had and make pacts with creatures...da same bright light thing would happen...somehow a creature's voice would speak to us...but for kids our age never a powerful one.....when i regained consciousness again..my classmate was already awake...and that same specie guy was discussing a counterattack? apparently their kingdom is ruled by an extremely powerful king...and he kidnaps magical beings for his own uses....now they are rapid searching for da kids that escaped...and are closing in on our hideout..so da plan was to use da fire power that i demostrated before to lure them elsewhere...before running away...we went out to one of da rock structures...and i began to attack it with fire shots....was kinda weak since fire wasnt really my element...as we were about to run away...we were suddenly overwhelmed with magic attacks...we had no clue that da army were this close...we were about to be hit by flaming hot meteor rocks when edison da asshole called me...omg............i woke up. im gonna kill youuuuuuuuuuuuu! anyway da way magic works in this world is kinda up to one's own imagination. as long as it's your element. and you have a pact with a creature of that element. how you want to use it is up to you. no need for wands or chants. it can be something physical or telekinetic. but da amount of magic power you have varies with one's own potential and your creature's potential...

wahh..i still feel really numb..like i have yet to awaken. i kinda had another dream before this one..but that was kinda sad..it was about me being lost in parallel worlds...unable to return to my nakama. i was transported to 10 years ahead of my original time and there was some kind of war going on that my nakama were fighting. however da me that was fighting with them was a me from another world. not da useless me. they made me escape to my original time but it screwed up and i got sent to another parallel world...my friends were da same friends yet different. they had no recollections of da time we spent together. i figured that this was how my other self was with my real nakama fighting da future war instead of me..blah blah. so sad. there was no ending to this dream too. i was still lost in worlds.

im still lost in worlds right now. hahahahaha. ahhhh.....

fly me to da moon...

im tired and sick so why cant i sleep? been sleepless for a few nights already. suckss. havent had a decent dream in a while either. been so distorted lately. ughh. wang yuja's concert is approaching though...cant wait! haha..there's a strange feeling of dread in me though. like my mind's preempting itself for da blow that would chill me right to da bones. i know when i hear her performance i will be totally degraded. i still wanna listen to her play though. masochist much? hahahaha you know people seem to be getting dumber by da era. really ya know like they act as if they know every single fucking thing? all high and mighty and arrogant...and then they say stupid things like how people superstar and all and cannot compare. i seriously dont get it. attitude and words contradict totally. so why are you a nobody acting all high and mighty then? cos you are comparing yourself to da people around you right? and through your own judgement you deem yourself better than others. socially retarded. seriously...everyone has da innate ability to become someone. it's just a lot of people dont pull through cos they dont want it hard enough. da people you see out there..wanted it and pulled through..yea a lot of it depends on luck opportunity too. but im just saying...just pisses me of when people say cannot compare and all...cos all these people started from nobodies too. ughh really tired...sometimes i think...maybe it would be better if i broke once and for all...maybe i'd be able to give up then...hahaha yeap yeap..totally masochistic...im an m...a madao...hahahahahahahaha if i could restart my life....hahaha i should draw up my lifeline...lol

0 years....birth....maybe get a tailed beast sealed in me...lol...

1 years.....first word....piano.....or maybe unko....hahaha...

2 years......fly first then walk....

3 years......get lost in forest.....raised by tiger.....

4 years....learned to roar.....

5 years.....wandered into abandoned house.....found a piano....

6 years....tiger starts to teach me english...and da art of hunting....

7 years.....got enrolled in elementary school at da edge of forest....

8 years.....made friends with a forest sprite.....

9 years.....got bullied by my classmates cos i was different.....

10 years.....fox demon stole my undies....

11 years....school talent show.....i spoke english.....

12 years.....triumphed over fox demon.....beat him at forest math....

13 years.....joined da sprites ensemble.....

14 years.....

kinda got lost in my own day dream......funny how i stopped at 13......wouldnt mind life being a standstill if it was like that....haha sorry...maybe i'll continue my lifeline later.....thinking about it makes me sad....

lord of da flies

im sickkkk..got a sore throat...wahh..unbelievable. why do i get sick so easily even though i always eat soupy foods...oh wellss...i've been reading this manga called BEELZEBUB hahaha it's awesome! it's full of action and comedy and it has good looking boy + girl charas too. it reminds me of gintama. sans parodies. hahaha

it's about this delinquent who picks up a baby who happens to be da son of da demon king..aka..future demon king. lol he's forced to become da parent since baby bel (baby's name) chose him and refused to detach himself. and he has to nurture baby bel to be a strong demon king so he can destroy humanity later lolol this should be made into an animeeeee!!!!!!!! baby bel's real funny and cute. and always naked lolol okayyy im off to find more manga too read. there really shoud be more manga like these out there...sick of all those shoujo ones..