hi grandpa

my granddad's in singapore...he's gonna be here for a week. he's da only one in my family who actually likes music..he used to play da accordion..when asked what i was doing..my mom gave da embarrassed look and said im singing and playing piano. very throw face meh bitch. i still feel like shit. and my looks match too. lol. horrible outbreak...dark circles puffy eyes. all in all i look like da living dead. im really living (lol no pun intended) up to my new nickname 'Ponti'...aka pontianak. sigh im so cranky and moody..and my family's really not making it better. it's really so hurting..that out of everyone they are da ones who mock my dreams da most.

haha oh you know what's funny? hahaha i've got a mask on now...FACIAL mask LOLOL haha omg im retarded.

jon jovan annee............i dont mind if you call me ponti...i miss hanging out with you guys...i keep spamming our forest lullaby video la...haha.....stupid fatty in sydney.....(ToT)

it's a song i wrote for jon...dedicated to him and all his friends...i'll be recording a better version next time...but for now...lol....

The Forest Lullaby

lalala laa x 6

A midsummer's dream was how we met it seem
A bright starlit sky with dragons flying high
A twinkling melody of crickets in harmony
While all the fairies swoon under the sleeping moon

lalala laa x 3

It's like we were caught in a spell
Or a wish from a magic well
Did we sprinkle pixie dust?
To make this moment last..

Fall asleep to the forest lullaby
In this dream there will never be goodbyes
Hearts entwined we will meet again someday
Once upon a land far far away

lalala laa x 3

A rainbow fantasy where unicorns came to be
Where magical creatures play hide and seek all day
While gnomes speak in rhyme bells of laughter chime
Then we all sing along to the little sparrow's song

lalala laa x 3

It's like we were caught in a spell
Or a wish from a magic well
Did we sprinkle pixie dust?
To make this moment last..

Fall asleep to the forest lullaby
In this dream there will never be goodbyes
Hearts entwined we will meet again someday
Once upon a land far far away

Fall asleep to the forest lullaby
In this dream there will never be goodbyes
Hearts entwined we will meet again someday
Once upon a land far far away

lalala laa x 3

today or yesterday?

let's see which was worse...today or yesterday...

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what's worse than horrible?

that's da word to describe da day i had today.

(ToT)

Scarlet skies behold a bitter moon

Heaven's fury's bound to come soon

Whilst you reap tears of the weeping willow

Milky twilight trail I must seek and follow

In wistful blue dreams I drown and wallow

Oh pray tell..how..what..I should do so

Where..Oh where is the green faerie's moon?

Where is the cow who jumped over the moon?

Wont you lead me afar to the faerie moon..

Wont you take me away to the faerie moon...

sent jon off today...practice didnt go well...guess was kinda emo and moody....and when i came back...i read one piece manga....omg....made me even more sad....major spoiler...im just gonna say a main chara died....i have to go for training early tomorrow...i really dont feel like it...=(

oh i had strange dreams again...lol...besides fatty...lol...i dreamed that i found a dead animal under my void deck....it was some squirrel skunk? im not sure...then i was like damn i have to bury another animal?...but while i was nudging it...it woke up..and transformed into some other unknown animal..it looked like an evil black fawn...and it kept jumping around following me..wanting to be pat...kinda cute..it had razor sharp teeth though...and even though it looked really fluffy..its fluff was hard as armor....hahaha...oh and i was at da ocean and a bunch of water dragons rose outta water...fucking awesome....lol...there was lightning in da background and everything..so dramatic...lol...somehow we needed da dragons' help for what i forgot....and da dragons had to come on land....but they didnt walk or slither...lol...they swam in the air...they're da wingless species...hahaha and i got to ride one..so fun!...alright..mata yume no jikan dayo...byeebyee

bury da castle..

Brick By Boring Brick Lyrics

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
 

keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds
 

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle; bury the castle
Ba da ba ba da ba ba ha

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck 12
Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick

or the wolves gonna blow it down
 

keep your feet on the ground
when your head's in the clouds
 

Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
 

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
 

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Or even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah
 

Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
ba da ba ba da da ba da......
ba da ba ba da ba ba da..... 

absolutely love love loveeeee this song...da mtv is mad awesome...lol...im never gonna bury da castle though...im gonna build it brick by boring brick!

to be continued..

ugh so irritating..that was da max i could type via phone...anyway water seems to be a common theme in my dreams...feels really really good...'touch' wise lol..luckily i don't wet da bed LOL now if i could just minus da gore..i wanna dream of eating lol i seldom do..one bowl of tomyum beehoon please! Lol

Tomyam beehoon

i feel like eating sim's tomyum beehoon now..denise la! that was da last thing she said before she went to sleep lol omg 'm so tired and greedy..discovered my new craving too da fried tanghoon from lavender food square is to die for! lol da hokkien mee is so disgusting though damn how am i gonna sleep when my mind's full of food! sigh 'm so tired had an exhausting night full of dreams again..there was death and it was about glitz but i manage to turn da dream around and save her..i hate dreaming about glitz in such a way...makes losing her even more terrifying than it already is. as usual there were fights and wars ongoing and somehow me and glitz got caught up in it..glitz was pierced in da abdomen by several shards of glass..but she didn't care and kept on running around happily..i quickly rushed her to da hospital begging her to stop moving cos she was losing a lot of blood..yea she was rushed into surgery and meanwhile a doc told me that she would tend to my wounds and it was then that i realised that i was stabbed with shards of glass too..but i said it was okay just concentrate on glitz...and apparently i had some healing super power..lol so i was okay. da doc then told me it was too late she was gonna die all her internal organs were destroyed and she lost too much blood. omg..then she said if i was able to transfer some of my life energy to her I'd be able to save her..so i did and glitz lived! what a relief...i had like four dreams last night. and two of them had da most amount of water i had ever dreamed of. a underwater cave surrounded by oceans..a hogwarts like school invaded and flooded by water...i previously had avatar-esque like dreams where i wasn't human and was part of a water tribe species too..another one where my clan were slaves to an alien race and a water pipe was plunged through my abdomen while they were toying with us...that was in a luminous water ruins surrounded by forest kind of atmosphere...there was a water theme park with actual waterfalls and rivers one too...lol so fun!

heh

looks like i got my composing mojo back..lol 3 songs in two days..one is some rubbish song about ahbakus LOL what da hell is that? haha no ideaaa...by da wayyyyyyyyy denise is backkkk! gotta go pick her up at da airport tomorrow..okayyy i oughta go sleep so tired byebye

luffyyyy!

omg omg omg omggggggggggg at da latest one piece ep...sigh i already read da manga but watching it makes it more heartrending...luffy freaking rocks...he should be everyone's role model! lol yes i have major respect and admiration for a made up character..da determination to never give up..no matter da odds...to stand up again and again and again and again...no matter da self sacrifice he has to make...WAO! so many anime characters are like that...naruto..itachi...rock lee..sadly..in real life..such people are mocked to be naive..dreamers..to not know their limits..sore losers..delusional..blah blah blah. if you look at those people standing at da top of society..you'd come to realise that they are also such people. da people who continued to believe..wanting change..aiming for da top. obama is a dreamer...who has da power to make his dreams for america come true. look at da change he has brought about since his inauguration as president. haiti worst earthquake ever? no..there was an earthquake in indonesia around 2004 that was even worst..did people know? errr i dont think so. da world is becoming a more compassionate place..because of da acts of one person. so many people are putting in a conscious effort to help haiti...and less people are saying that it has nothing to do with them. so my point is...dont mock dreamers! hahaha or rather go ahead and mock them..it'd just make them more determined. i think im stronger because so many people mock me haha thanks idiottsss LOL

 

GOOO LUFFY LOL