fuckkkk

dear lil' black bunny...oh so tempting..
what great lengths must i journey...
thousand five hundred and counting..
a tit or a tat..this or a that...
till you are in my arms lil' cutie...
another prose i shall be writing..
dear lil' black bunny...oh so tempting...

dear ol' woodpecker...oh so annoying...
what long hours must you linger..
won't you cease your endless knocking..
a bam and a wham..boom then a pow
you aggravating lil' fucker
there's a prose i should be writing
dear ol' woodpecker...oh so annoying...

wow

i just had one of da craziest and wildest nights of my life.
lol just wanted to say that before going back to sleep again haha!

Seventh Blood FOR DA WIN!

on a side note..i realised it's fucking easy to forget what's really important..slip into a temporary euphoric state of mind and just fuck care everything. but been there done that..so not ever gonna return to that. though..it is really tempting.

oh no dear me.

i have been swearing excessively. i need to stop cos it's fucking crude. lol. and HOLY SHI*T i am screwed. i have only 3 days to practice singing and my voice still fucking sucks. and im working on wed and fri. fucking great. i pity my neighbours. sometimes. lol. midnight disturbance BAH
beep BEEP bEEP beep BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

impulse!

been doing lots of fun shit lately..i think im going fucking nuts..LOLOL i fucking time travelled..went to labrador to look for ghost dogs..stole my dad's car and took glitz and karu out for a spin..and i dont have a fucking licence. LOLOL damn im asking for it man. ooo i fucking teleported da car! WHEEEEEEEEEEE! i didnt tell my dad..he was like walking damn confidently to where his car was parked. and he was like OH SHIT where's my car?! lol..he didnt even ask man..just kept quiet..i think he might have been thinking that he's getting old..getting senile..wah i feel damn bad. LOL ugh keep going to my potm spot too. da view of da moon is fucking nice. all i'd need is a white tiger...lolol da only downside to all these shit was that i lost glitz collar..i got it customized in japan and i have a matching bracelet..her's has my name and mine has hers kinda shit. i left it on da car roof and fucking drove off. it costs 150 bucks la plus her super expensive leash that was connected to da collar. oh gosh..went back to look for it. but to no avail. not at lost and found either. sigh sigh sigh sighhh...oh i just came back from prawning too..lol first time eh. first prawn i ever had to work for. LOL damn evil though..i dont know why im only evil to prawns. they must have tortured me in my past life. LOL maybe i was plankton or something then they kept eating my family roflol..ugh god im going nuts..hey greatness...im glad you fucking found greatness...but i didnt...dont even know if i ever will..and it's slowly killing me inside...and im starting to question and doubt myself even more than ever....cos it seems like even my closest person never knew where i was coming from....im going back to my old ways... gonna self destruct...KABOOM KAPOW wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!.......going nuts is just a fucking symtom of what's more to come.

oh i had a fucking awesome dream last night. must have been cos i was high on liquor and medication lol been a while since i last had a dream this awesome. lolol da world was being taken over by some shit la. everyone was being consumed by darkness. and this darkness takes over their minds and can alter da person's physical appearance and what not. so it was like fucking dgrayman la. LOL all da unaffected ones would like put charms around themselves and pray to god or something hahaha wtf la. but it doesnt really work..cos everyone has a little darkness in them and it's very easy for it to take over. friends family everyone and anyone could get affected..so even within da 'protected' zones there were infecteds already..so they attacked from within la. at first..we could simply exorcise da darkness...yea we got magical exorcist powers too. LOL but as da darkness becomes stronger we had to kill da people. cos they were totally consumed already cant be saved. da only way to counter darkness was da purest of souls..but da number of such souls left were little so it was kinda a losing battle..i remember being forced to kill my friends and family...haha once again i would like to say that i dream in fucking colour...and again da most prominent colour was red...why is this always a common trait in my dreams? haha but damn exciting la. okay i should sleep..and maybe hopefully continue da dream..but oh wells..jaa!

WHEEE!

I FUCKING TIME TRAVELLED AND IT WAS DA MOST AWESOME SHIT EVER!

would love to brag but it's classified information lololol

pi-pi-pi-anoooo..

schubert...oh how you escape me....da rhythm of rain brings no serenity...haha...im kinda in da mood to write something but not gonna...lol...id rather be playing piano....i love da sound of rain...love it even more if there're sounds of piano piercing through da pitter patter melody of da rain....a baby grand...in da middle of a forest...me playing barefooted...surrounded by animals...singing some random tune....what i'd give.....

as expected..

once again da big P comes into play...politics politics politics...it never does leave me alone does it? no matter how much i refuse to involve myself..it never stops shadowing me. i really had enough of it at night safari. not here too. leave me aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeee..dont fucking care......take your money and status and shove it up your fucking asss!!!!!!!!!!! oh look! there's da richest and most powerful fucktard in da world...let's all go squeeze our boobies and flash him our undies! wheeeeeeeee..WOW wouldnt everything be easier..but seriously..get off your high horse. it's girls like these that make me wish i wasnt one. pssht. it's no wonder why there are so many gay men out there. LOL god what a terrible day ive had. binged on so much junk food today. in da midst of training for dota..got thrashed like hell..even though they were going easy on me..still got thrashed. ugh..now i understand why nic always wants to play again whenever they lost..losing sucks! yea duh lol wonder how long it would take for me to become good enough. i wanna be pro enough at potm!!!!! well it hasnt even been 10 games..and 3 of it were vs computer..LOL long long long way to go. ive been bloggin a lot lately..more of ranting though..hahaha what do you do when da cup is always so full that every tiny drop would cause it to overflow? yea..did i mention that money got deducted from my bank account even though my transaction was unsuccessful? i am fucking broke. seriously. i need to go to da fucking bank and hopefully i can get my money back. boohoohoo.
会いたい。。会いたい。。会いたい。。会いたい。。。。

on a side and rather irrelevant note..lol i won guitar heroes in da olympics last night..in my dream of course LOLOL silver medal only though. pao claims that it's because he's da one who got gold LOL

madness

oh gosh i just came back from a crazy night at colo..we were celebrating da end of probation for some of da full timers..lol congratsss..everyone was high and wasted man. especially alvin. haha still can tell me he knows his limits...hahaha oh boy. da crazy shit they did today..fucking hilarious yet...extremely disturbing LOL da guys groping and passionately making out lol though they faked it...still it's a sight i dont really want to remember..hahaha da numerous 'sexy' dances..rofl man. i oughta be sleeping right now cos i have work tomorrow..ahhhh but im pissed with my debit card ugh..da number of failed transactions man..zzz gotta change my card asap. anyway i finally found da jacket i've been hunting for after a long long long long time. found it at revoltage. yayy..saw a similar jacket in japan but it was 700 bucks with some sort of embroidery on da back. saw it in ed hardy too..but it cost 900 bucks..super colourful with with designs on da back too..wheeeeee..it's a baseball jacket. heh..da one i got was a plain white one..way wayyyyyyyy cheaper..110 bucks..im considering customizing it though..prolly a number behind with my initials or something..but i dont know if it would look strange..mmmmmmm..oh yeah when my skin totally heals im gonna touch up my tatts! and im gonna get another one hahaha...i really love this>



this is da original one..it's really ethereal right..i love that it has da moon..fairies water nature sword..hahaha so me.



sadly tatts cant be done like that so i inverted da colours and edited da contrast and all..i doubt da real one would still be as nice as this..but i'll probably ask da artist to work around this...and depending on how it turns out..i may or may not get it after all. initially i wanted to get it done at my nape. but it's a little too big for it..so in between my shoulder blades? hahaha..not gonna get a tramp stamp. lol..i would prefer it if da cresent was facing da other way round too...mmm mmm...lots of ramblings tonight..hahaha okayy i think i should go sleep..ja ne~

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